” BITCHOLOGY “

When I stand up for

myself and my beliefs,

they call me bitch.

 

When I stand up for

those I love,

they call me a

bitch.

 

When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts

or do things my own way, they call me a

bitch.

 

Being a bitch

means I won’t

compromise what’s

in my heart.

 

It means I live my life in MY way.

It means I won’t allow anyone to step on me.

 

When I refuse to

tolerate injustice and

speak against it, I am

defined as a

bitch.

 

The same thing happens when I take time for

myself instead of being everyone’s maid, or when

I act a little selfish.

 

It means I have the courage and strength to allow

myself to be who I truly am and won’t become

anyone else’s idea of what they think I “should”

be.

 

I am outspoken,

opinionated and determined. I want what I want

and that is nothing wrong with that !

 

So try to stomp on me,

try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every

ounce of beauty I hold within me.

You won’t succeed.

 

And if that makse me a bitch,

so be it.

I embrace the title and

am proud to bear it.

 

B - Babe

I - In

T - Total

C - Control of

H - Herself

 

B = Beautiful

I = Intelligent

T = Talented

C = Charming

H = Hell of a Woman

 

B = Beautiful

I = Individual

T = That

C = Can

H = Handle anything

 

Do u Girls have smile on your faces ???

Thanks God that You are the BITCH, that I supposed to mean..

Have a nice day, with the big smiles on your beautiful faces…

” The History of Valentine’s Day “

Every February, across the country, candy, flowers, and gifts are exchanged between loved ones, all in the St. Valentine. But who is this mysterious saint and why do we celebrate this holiday? The history of Valentine’s — and its patron saint — is shrouded in mystery. But we do know that February has long been a month of romance. St. Valentine’s Day, as we know it today, contains vestiges of both Christian and ancient Roman tradition. So, was Saint Valentine and how did he become associated with this ancient rite? Today, the Catholic Church recognizes at least three different saints named Valentine or Valentinus, all of whom were martyred. One legend contends that Valentine was a priest who served during the third century in Rome. When Emperor Claudius II decided that single men made better soldiers than those with wives and families, he outlawed marriage for young men — his crop of potential soldiers. Valentine, realizing the injustice of the decree, defied Claudius and continued to perform marriages for young lovers in secret. When Valentine’s actions were discovered, Claudius ordered that he be put to death. Other stories suggest that Valentine may have been killed for attempting to help Christians escape harsh Roman prisons where they were often beaten and tortured. According to one legend, Valentine actually sent the first ‘valentine’ greeting himself. While in prison, it is believed that Valentine fell in love with a young girl — who may have been his jailor’s daughter — who visited him during his confinement. Before his death, it is alleged that he wrote her a letter, which he signed ‘From your Valentine,’ an expression that is still in use today. Although the truth behind the Valentine legends is murky, stories certainly emphasize his appeal as a sympathetic, heroic, and, most importantly, romantic figure. It’s no surprise that by the Middle Ages, Valentine was one of the most popular saints in England and France. While some believe that Valentine’s Day is celebrated in the middle of February to commemorate the anniversary of Valentine’s death or burial — which probably occurred around 270 A.D — others claim that the Christian church may have decided to celebrate Valentine’s feast day in the middle of February in an effort to ‘christianize’ celebrations of the pagan Lupercalia festival. In ancient Rome, February was the official beginning of spring and was considered a time for purification. Houses were ritually cleansed by sweeping them out and then sprinkling salt and a type of wheat called spelt throughout their interiors. Lupercalia, which began at the ides of February, February 15, was a fertility festival dedicated to Faunus, the Roman god of agriculture, as well as to the Roman founders Romulus and Remus. To begin the festival, members of the Luperci, an order of Roman priests, would gather at the sacred cave where the infants Romulus and Remus, the founders of Rome, were believed to have been cared for by a she-wolf or lupa. The priests would then sacrifice a goat, for fertility, and a dog, for purification. The boys then sliced the goat’s hide into strips, dipped them in sacrificial blood and took to the streets, gently slapping and fields of crops with the goathide strips. Far from being fearful, Roman women welcomed being touched with the hides because was believed the strips would make them more fertile in the coming year. Later in the day, according to legend, all the young women the city would place their names in a big urn. The city’s bachelors would then each choose a name out of the urn and for the year with his chosen woman. These matches often ended marriage. Pope Gelasius declared February 14 St. Valentine’s around 498 A.D. The Roman ‘lottery’ system for romantic pairing deemed un-Christian and outlawed. Later, during the Middle Ages, was commonly believed in France and England that February the beginning of birds’ mating season, which added the middle of February — Valentine’s Day — should be a day romance. The oldest known valentine still in existence today was poem written by Charles, Duke of Orleans to his wife while he imprisoned in the Tower of London following his capture at the of Agincourt. The greeting, which was written in 1415, is part of the manuscript collection of the British London, England. Several years later, it is believed that King Henry V hired a writer named John Lydgate to compose a valentine note to Catherine of Valois.  In Great Britain, Valentine’s Day began to be popularly celebrated around the seventeenth century. By the middle the eighteenth century, it was common for friends and lovers in all social classes to exchange small tokens of affection or handwritten notes. By the end of the century, printed cards began to replace written letters due to improvements in printing technology. Ready-made cards were an easy way for people to express their emotions a time when direct expression of one’s feelings was discouraged. Cheaper postage rates also contributed to increase in the popularity of sending Valentine’s Day greetings. Americans probably began exchanging hand valentines in the early 1700s. In the 1840s, Esther A. Howland began to sell the first mass-produced America. According to the Greeting Card Association, an estimated one billion valentine cards are sent each year, making Valentine’s Day the second largest card-sending holiday of the year. (An estimated 2.6 billion cards are sent for Christmas.) Approximately 85 percent of all valentines are purchased by women. In addition to the United States, Valentine’s Day is celebrated in Canada, Mexico, the United Kingdom, France, and Australia. Valentine greetings were popular as far back as the Middle Ages (written Valentine’s didn’t begin to appear until after 1400), and the oldest known Valentine card is on display British Museum. The first commercial Valentine’s Day greeting cards produced in the U.S. were created in the 1840s by Esther A. Howland. Howland, known as the Mother of the Valentine, made elaborate lace, ribbons and colorful pictures known as “scrap”.

” Be Myself… “

Last nites when I am chatting with frenz… Suddenly This word comes out… ” Be Myself “, as I was told to don’t mind what people talking n thinking about… For a deep thinking… I feel that ya… that the answer that I am seeking for… Juz Be Myself, why do i need to care so many things… I am better to live what I am now… What a silly thinking of me…

I want to thanks to this Frenz… To Love_Novelz…. Thanks a lot… This is a nice girl indeed… and pretty also yooooo……. < as we never meet la… but i know la.. Someone pretty is not juz bout the face that we see, but the heart that kind that how we feel… >. As I know she will be going abroad to continuing her studies…. At here, I wanna Say ” Wish U Good Luck n All the Best For U “. Keep Moving On and Gampate….. Jia You oooo n also keep chatting ya… ^O^

Sometimes I feel glad that when we r in trouble, there are a relations called “ Frenzship “ that will stand by everyone side… Feel it around u… then u are a happiness one too… ” When Love Is Used To Build This World, It Would Be Even Look Better When Friendship Beautify It Too… “

<This Post is Dedicated To Love_Novelz>

“My Frenz Getting Married Soon… “

My Secondary School best frenz is going to married soon… His name is Sudi… So glad to hear that from him… What surprising, he is going to build his own family… So unbelievable… At 24 November 2007…

At here, wanna say ” Wish him Happiness with the girl that become her wife on their new journey… ” I’m really so glad for him… ” Viva Sudi….  :))

” If Tomorrow Never Comes … “

If tomorrow really never comes, the worlds will end soon. Who do u want to spend ur last minute with … ?

I have think this question for myself too… n I am very confirmed who I want to spend with… But… But… Maybe she got another opinion for herself too… I think…

Recently, I got a sweet dream… A dream that I am watching the sunrise with her, And I tell her that We will watch the sunrise anytime when we want… When I wake up, I found out it’s all a dream… A dream that I even don’t know will it come to realise… I don’t have the courage to tell her that I have this dream… Coz she already got her own life or maybe her dream… I don’t wanna be a burden on her way… Still don’t know what to do ….

Who Do u Really Wanna Spend With … ? If Tomorrow really never comes …

“It’s Better To Lose Your Pride With Someone You Love Rather”

The following is a very touching love story as narrated by a girl……..

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Jin. I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with him. Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him.
And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways. I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls. To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl.
Jin, do you want to go watch a movie? I asked.
Jin “I can’t”
Why? You need to study at home?I felt disappointment grabbing me.
No I am going to meet a friend
He was always like that.
He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing. To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word “love” only came out from my mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him say “I love you” before.
To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all.
He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days,200 days. Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don’t know why. Then one day…
Me Um, Jin, I…
Jin What?don’t drag, just say..
Me I love you.
Jin you…um, just take this doll and go home.
That was how he ignored my three words and handed me the doll.
Then he disappeared, like he was running away.
The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one. There were many…
Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday. When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call.
But …lunch passed, dinner passed…and soon the sky was dark he still didn’t call.
It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore.
Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.
Me Jin…
Jin Here…take this…
Again, he handed me a little doll.
Me What’s this?
Jin I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I’m going home now, bye.
Me Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
Jin Today? Huh?
I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen. when I shouted…”Wait…”
Jin You have something to say?
Me Tell me, tell me you love me…
Jin What?!
Me Tell me
I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left.
“I don’t want to say that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.” That was what he said. Then he ran off.
My legs felt numb…and I collapsed to the ground. He didn’t want to say it easily…How could he!.
I felt that… Maybe he is not the right guy for me…
After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn’t call me, although I was waiting. He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house.
That’s how those dolls piled up in my room… everyday
After a month, I got myself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that… I saw him on a street…with another girl…
He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me…as he touched the doll… I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell… Why did he gave these to me??
Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls. In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around.
Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him. He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house. I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop. I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that it’s going to end.
Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.
Jin Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?
I couldn’t help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the doll as usual
Me I don’t need it.
Jin What?.why?
I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.
Me I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!! I don’t want to see a person like you again!
I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.
“I’m sorry…” He apologized in a tiny voice. He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll…
Me You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!!
But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll.
Then…
Honk Honk
With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.
“Jin! Move! Move away!” I shouted….
But he didn’t hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.
“Jin, move!”
HONK!!
*Boom!* That sound, so terrifying.
That’s how he went away from me.
That’s how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me. After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him.
And after spending two months like a crazy person
I took out the dolls. Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out.I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days- when we were in love..
“One…two… three…”
That was how I started to count the dolls…
“Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and eighty five…”
It all ended with 485 dolls.
I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms.
I hugged it tightly, then suddenly…
“I love you, I love you”
I dropped the dolls,shocked.
“I…lo..ve..you??”
I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.
“I love you I love you”
It can”t be!
I pressed all the dolls’ stomach as it piled on the side.
“I love you”
“I love you”
“I love you”
Those words came out non-stop.
“I love you”
Why didn’t I realize that???.
That his heart was always by my side, protecting me.
Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much…
I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it’s stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road. It had his blood stain on it.
The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much….
“Jo…Do you know what today is? We’ve been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is?
I couldn’t say I love you….. Um… since I was too shy. If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you.. Everyday…till I die.. Jo… I love you!”
The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked
god, why do I only know about all this now?
He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute.
For that.. and for that reason… to me….. it became courage… to live a beautiful life…

It’s better to lose your pride with someone you love rather

” I’m Too Moody “

I’m Too ” Moody “…

This is one of my weakness… A real bad one… I know maybe a lot of my friends has feel it… I wanna say sorry, my dear all friends… I juz can’t help it… I try my best already to change this bad habits… and a lot of times… i juz cannot control of my feeling…

If you are my dear friends… Please give me some comments… Feel free to point out my bad habits… Tell me… and I will try my best to change it… I don’t want to become detestable in front of you guys… For all comments that coming in, I am very thankful to u guys… Thx to u guys… Thx a lot…   

” E a r t h “

Do u like ur living place ??? Do u like this world… ??? Do u Care for our home place ” Earth “ ?? 

This earth is in danger now… The kindness of human is almost disappeared now… The greediness, evil thinking is conquered of human heart already… Darkness is almost conquer this world… The unresponsible human is continuing destroy this beautiful world… We r walking towards the destruction of mankind… ” Global Warming “ The natural environment is in extremely danger… 

I wonder what will happen in future if we don’t care this world now ?? Please care and do some part for this world… Stop hurting this earth… If everyone is understand n do some part, I believe we can see our next and next generations living and enjoying the beautiful environment of this planet as we are now… A place of our ” H o m e “…     

“Game Plan”

Last nite I watched a movie named ”Game Plan“, A movie from walt disney starring by Dwayne “The Rock” Johnson who as An big star of NFL Athlete named Joe Kingsman with slogan “Never Say No Joe“. And Roselyn Sanchez as her messy and smart daughter named Peyton…

The story begin with Joe as a big star of NFL who lived in glamour juz found out that he has a eight years old daughter from his before relationship…

A meet that makes Joe’s life into a life that he never expected… A big man who never thought that he has to take care of his messy daughter “Peyton”. A lot of fun, laugh and touching story indeed. A movie that has a lot of meaning…

I likes this movie so much… It contains Funny, Humour, and So Touching… A good acting from “The Rock” as the Joe and Roselyn as “The Little “P” “..

I hope u guys will go and see this movie.. Won’t regret it…

The Links of The Homepage n the trailer : http://disney.go.com/disneypictures/gameplan/

The New Beginning …

Today, I will begin my little experience of my life to be shared with… Hope will go through the last of my day to be shared to you all …